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Change Of Heart   
Monday, June 12th, 2006
@ 23:41pm
  The times are changing....

I'm now at:


Blog, pictures, etc!


Thursday, November 24th, 2005
@ 21:46pm
mood: thankful
Thanksgiving, an American celebration but somethign I'd wish to celebrate with them.

Things I Am Thankful For:

1. My Family.
2. My Friends.
3. My Health/Life

I really can't think of anything else at the moment.... I'm trying to be serious with this one and those are the three main things I can think of that stick out.


U Can't Mistake My Biology.....   
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
@ 20:18pm
mood: curious
Hello Pop Pickers! :Op

Just a quick note (will probably be typing this for ages!), I'm bored, in my dad's study! My computer is still dead so I have like 103 songs.... not exactly my usual 5900 - odd.

So anyways... Life? Erm... my parents have decided to give me £300 five weeks before xmas, and no not for xmas, just as a present to spend on whatever I want (excluding Alcohol, Ciggies and Phone Bill!) So much love to them! Where did I find them? :Op

A new boy started at work today.... deffo a 7/10 :Op But everyone MUST keep it a secret! He has a bird! ;'O( And not the fluffy kind!

My website is being swept away! I can't write stuff on there when no-one reads it! *hint hint http://haburb.blogspot.com/*

Work is still shite! Applying for universities at the moment, got 3 in mind! Erm.... another chapter in the weird and wonderful book of Haburb a.k.a Matt???

Love to y'all.

Won't be long til I update again! Maybe!

Snow this week, supposably 20inches by Saturday??? How?


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RaTeNow™ Game. Official Rules.   
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
@ 17:57pm
  Pick A Man And Rate.... To Get Friends Attention Say 'RaTeNoW' Very Fast And Discreetly...

The Rules Are Simple And MUST Be Followed.


1. Rate Your Chosen One On The Scale Of 0-10, No Minuses or Pluses Must Be Used Under Any Circumstances.

2. You Must Not Know The Chosen One In Any Way Shape Or Form. This Will Sway Your Rating.

3. Rate Your Chosen One On Everything - Clothes, Hair, Looks. The Whole Package.

4. A 10 Can Only Be Given If That Chosen One Is PERFECT And I Mean PERFECT

5. If The Chosen One Is A 9 Or A 10. You Must Say Something To Them 'What's The Time', 'Hello' Etc... Anything.


I've Ricocheted Around The World.....   
Saturday, November 12th, 2005
@ 22:07pm
mood: confused
Ever felt the need to say sorry?

Girls Aloud are right...

'Before all the heavy stuff, comes back to bite your behind.'

Here comes the heavy stuff.....

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*Sings* I Have A Question, I Need To Ask Somebody.....   
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
@ 22:46pm
mood: confused
My head hurts! :O\

I have so much going on in my life right now I think I'm trying to find a way out! Okay, so it isn't as bad as I'm making it out to be, but I just feel I need to get away....

My first plan was to move aboard for like 8 months next year and now I think I want to go to University as a 'mature'student.... I'm not sure anymore. I'll be in debts but why is that the end of the world?

I don't think my parents are that bothered, they don't seem to be and it's something I think I want to do and no not before you ask for the piss-ups.

I wanna get somewhere in life, I wanna be someone and I don't want to be stuck in retail forever. I know what I want and it's to be in the media and I've tried to get into that for ages! Okay not as much as I could have done, but I've tried and had many rejections!

Media was wicked at school, no matter how much I wanted to get away from it at times and actually leave school I think I always loved the subject.... I'm worried it might be harder to get back into after having 2/3 years of a break since school. I think I must have turned thick by now.

My head so hurts, I just need a chat with someone, about the pros and cons, about if I really want this... I'm always rushing into things then pulling out halfway and I can't be like this about University.

We'll see.... I'll talk to my mum and research courses over my 2 days off at the weekend.

Peace 'N' Love.


The Simple Life?   
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
@ 20:24pm
mood: creative
Oh My God, Another entry after another few months! :Op

I'm terrible with diaries! I've tried so many times to keep track and actually write about things that have happened or whatever! Can't remember when I last updated this so I'll talk shit for the entry and hope everyone buys it.

I have a new obsession.... Paris Hilton. Yeah alright for a gay bloke that's a little strange right? Maybe.... Maybe not! She's beautiful, such a princess! I love the Simple Life, I love everything about her! She's wicked! (So's Nicole, just less so! :Op)

Oooooh, what other news have I got? I split with Jack.... Things were going too fast too soon! I mean he was younger than me and maybe I was his first serious fella, but I just couldn't deal with the fastness which sounds harsh!

No-one on the horizon just yet, which is great I'm loving it that way!!! Young....? Free....? And Single! :OD

Dunno whatelse to say! My holiday was amazing! Met soooo many wicked peeps, had loads and loads of drink and petty arguements, tears and lots of laughter! Everything I thought it would be!

Be Safe Peeps!


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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
@ 15:37pm

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Holiday! Celebrate!   
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
@ 17:44pm
mood: crazy
Yes.... in less that 24 hours I'll be waiting to board a plane....

Nervous: Yes!
Excited: Even more so!

I really can't wait to get away, even tho at the moment I feel fat, ugly and all of that shite. But it'll be wicked! I love the three girls I'm going with and I love the sun, pool and overall atmosphere of being on holiday, it's like having nothing to worry about.

Kos '05. The holiday of the year? Or will I come back hating the girls I love so much? 2 weeks with me is hell for anyone. They'll be tears, laughter, hyperness and drunkeness for a whole two weeks!

On the downside I'm gonna miss my mum, family and Jack.... Jack is the one person I'll probably think bout the most, being so many miles away! God I sound like we've been dating for months. Infact it seems that way. Two weeks have felt like I've known him forever. My mates love him, my parents like him! :o\ Scary huh?

Anyways. Don't miss me too much, remember Keep Blazin' and not smokign drugs. I mean just keep being happy!

Love ya all.... some of u more than others! Hee hee!




Model Behaviour!?!   
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
@ 17:28pm

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Chav's Do It Better.   
Monday, July 25th, 2005
@ 12:12pm
  Well.... after another three months of my life, I've met someone new....

Someone new I hear u ask? Yes, me. Someone new.... Just when I thought I weren't over the last boyfriend (who was incredibly special and fucking wicked!) I'm now seeing a gay-chav, I hear u scream again 'So what's the PROBLEM?' There isn't one, I've got what I wanted, it couldn't have been better if I wished it.

Alright, I admit I did wish it. Call me stupid but on my 21st (19th July) Alision brought me a bear factory bear, I think she got the hump with me going on about them all the time. Anyways, when u buy one your supposed to make a wish and I sad I weren't doing it, but secretly I squeezed it and gave it a kiss and wished.... I wished to pull on my birthday, which was always gonna be a long shot, both places we were going to were straight. The Gods proved me wrong tho.... Nearly the end of the night, I was slightly pissed, okay okay! Alot! I was dancing on stage to cheese hour, about 15 people below me and about 11 with me on stage when I caught someone's eye. At first I thought he was gonna start a fight, but when after many many glances I winked and told him to come over.

The next few mins were a blur, I remember asking if he was gay and I got his name, then we kissed in the middle of AMADEUS! The straightest place in the SE! Well alright, Kent.

He's cool, he's a bit forward, has feelings already, but then again so do I. Not love, but feelings. He's called Jack, lives far far away! Well not that far, I've seen him nearly everyday since we met.

I'm seeing him today, in a bit. Going to meet him then he'll bowl back to ine in his little black Corsa to watch a DVD and have a cuddle.

Who knows how long it will last, I'm not really analysing anything I'm just going with the flow. It's just another chapter in my life, if it goes wrong I'll be upset already, just cos it's all new, but I know I'll get through it, I've been through worse.

Hope everyone is fine! I'm all hanky panky! lol.

Love Yaz.

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Bites You In The Ass?   
Monday, July 25th, 2005
@ 0:34am
mood: confused


1. Hinduism & Buddhism. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.

2. Fate; destiny.

3. Informal. A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling: There's bad karma around the house today.


Chavved From D!   
Friday, June 10th, 2005
@ 21:55pm
mood: content
- She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dog makes just before it throws up.

- Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever. (How great is that kid? Part of my crew?)

- The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't.

- Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, the other from Topeka at 4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.

- He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck, either, but a real duck that was actually lame, maybe from stepping on a land mine or something.

- She walked into my office like a centipede with 98 missing le

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
@ 22:45pm
  Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Regardons autour de nous
On vit dans un monde de fous
Chacun cherche sa gloire
Chacun cherche l'espoir

On oublie ce qui nous entoure
Ceux qui nous donnent de l'amour
On chasse de notre memoire
Ce qui nous empeche d'y croire

On laisse au bord du chemin
Les chagrins, sans lendemain
On poursuit chacun sa route

On laisse au bord de la route We each leave behind on the side of the path
Chacun tous ses petits doutes All our little doubts
On poursuit son chemin We follow our road

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Tenir au creux de ses mains
Les clefs de notre destin
Mener a la victoire
Tous nos reves d'un soir

Et on court apres le temps
On passe a cote des gens
On court apres l'argent
On se cache, on se ment

Meme si la solitude
Est notre seule attitude
On garde en chacun de nous

L'amour de ceux qui nous aime
Meme si on a de la peine
On se retrouvera

Meme si la realite
N'est pas notre verite
On continue a y croire
A se battre pour notre histoire

Meme si le prix a payer
Est plus cher a chaque fois
On continue a y croire
Des espoirs pour nos espoirs

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

Chacun pense a soi
Comme si il n'y avait que ca
Chacun mene a bien
Que ce qu'il veut bien

For u's that don't understand French! :Op

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

Let's look around us
We live in a world of fools
Everyone looks for glory
Everyone looks for hope

We forget what surrounds us
Those who give us love
We hunt away from our memory
What we don't want to believe

We leave behind on the side of the road
Our sorrow, but not the next day
We each follow our path

We each leave behind on the side of the path
All our little doubts
We follow our road

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

We hold in the palm of our hands
The keys to our destiny
To lead to victory
All our dreams of one night

And we run behind the time
We pass beside people
We run for money
We hide ourselves, we lie

Even if the solitude
Is our only attitude
We hold within each of us

The love of those who love us
Even if we are in pain
We will find each other

Even if the reality
Is not our truth
We keep believing in it
In this battle for our history

Even if the price to pay
Is higher with each time
We keep believing in it
Hopes for our hopes

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants

Everyone thinks of himself
As if there's nothing but that
Everyone accomplishes
What he wants


Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
@ 0:00am
mood: cranky

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It's Just 1 Thing!   
Monday, May 9th, 2005
@ 21:32pm
mood: surprised
What a weird and wonderful last week/start of this week!

Last week Thursday, my day off.... Half of it was spent saving a wild pigeon who'd broken a wing or something in my garden, so I caught it and had to take it alllll the way to the vet! :Op

Saturday I had a mate over who've I've not seen for about 2 years+ was a wicked weekend filled with fags, booze and the Game of Life! :Op We had a good time, well I did anyways!

This morning I decided to take action on a boy I've been looking at for a while! i gto Alicia to give him my number as I heard he liked me! :O\ Blind stick anyone?

He texted me within half an hour! :Op We've got a date on Thurs now! :Op

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How About......   
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
@ 19:44pm
mood: creative
If you haven't checked out this site before, it's totally awesome, plus it's done all by me! :Op


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Oh My Gosh   
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
@ 22:35pm
mood: happy
What a week! :Op Not updated in a while, sorry whoever reads this! If there's anyone? Hello????

Adam from work texted Hollie asking for casual sex, then texted Alison to see if she wanted to go for a drink! God, when will these boys learn they've got friends like me to keep them away from mingers like him! Oh that was harsh! But he's a bit strange!

Work's alright, appraisals are this week! :Op Soooooo not looking forward to that! Ali and Adam have had theirs and they said it was alright!!!

GAY this Sat! Amadeus first on Friday tho! :Op YAYYYYYY! Chav Night at GAY! Going with Ali, Laura and who else I forget! :Op

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Monday, April 18th, 2005
@ 21:54pm
  PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY by Christina Milian rocks! :Op

That is all! :Op


Sunday, March 27th, 2005
@ 21:22pm
mood: confused
1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack): George Biscuit

2. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant): Dance Dominos

3. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME: (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied): Milkybarkid Plumstead

4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial + first three letters of your last name): M DILL

5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal + name of high school): Pig Eaglesfield

6. YOUR BARFLY NAME: (last snack food you ate + your favorite drink): IcePole Mailbu

7. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name + street where you first lived): George Swingate

8. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name): Candy Omer

9. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME: (name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use): Heather T-Mobile

10. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name+ last 3 letters of mothers middle name /+/ first 3 letters of your pets name + first 3 letters of the town you live in): Dilean Moldon